Saturday, February 17, 2007
my wallet is lost/stolen AGAIN. and i'm very annoyed.
hopefully i will find it back on wednesday, if not that will confirm that it's stolen. and i'll skin that person alive.
the first time, i lost things that meant a lot to me. second time, it's still the same. this time, i lost my most precious wallet. which practically means the whole of canada to me. and furthermore it was a gift from my aunt. i spent so much energy staring the wallet and persuading my mom to get it for me. so IF it's stolen, i've just stupidly wasted all my efforts. and now i've got NOTHING left to remind me of canada. the thief can just go and die.
i have the sudden urge to go back to canada again. to start live anew. i can't stand this. the next time, i'll most probably lose my head.
i wish i don't have the ability to think or to feel.
au revoir.
sorry for sounding so crude.will i stop bringing sunshine to people?
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:03 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
i seriously can't wait for the cny holidays. cause i really need a break.
last week has been eventful. (:
celebrated nat's birthday on wednesday. which was a whole lot of fun. blindfolding her and scaring her wits out of her. but our hard work paid off, when shock flashed across her face. with is then followed by a big grin and many 'oh my gosh-s'. i made sacrifices too okay! i've practically embarrassed myself for the next century because of all those retarded scenes in the video. :/
then there was the emotional friday. the 'o' levels results release day! thankfully i wasn't involved. and i was about to burst into tears cause i obviously was affected by people. but somehow that day set me into another long train of thoughts. which resulted in me,
crying myself to sleep on saturday night.anyway today was embarrassing too. because i had to read out my chinese compo. which is claimed to be one of the highest. accompanying me was ruo yu and weijia. but obviously they wrote better than me. and that compo was apparently about my new year resolutions. oh my. i shall not think about it.
and and and ruo yu! i didn't mean to laugh at the hui2 guo2 part okay! it's just that it didn't make sense cause it sounded like i was coming back to singapore. but yes. i was touched i guess. and i'm glad that it meant something to you. don't worry okay! i bet that there's no one on earth who would actually forget you. you with your thunderous voice and violent acts, and the constant jokes about the famous nagging queen, jialing.
but i'm still considering on leaving silently. (: [don't come screaming at me please]
alright. add math ca tomorrow! time to study again.
au revoir!
oh yes! mep practical this friday! so i'm going to spend lots of time with my piano this few days. my piano shall become my beau. anyone want to come and support me on friday? i think i need someone to help me flip page, just so that this person can tell me not to panic. (:
i'm scared.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
4:05 AM